Billy’s Blog

the year is gone again…haha so this year is supposed to be fun i think so cause like that is what everyone says though. hope everyone’s wishes come true and stuff… but sadly we all have to go back to school:( i hope that i finally get the girl of my dreams haha . and hope to change for the better . so here i am, wishing everyone a happy new year and happy birthday! lol nevermind..anyway they say new year= new beginning.so lets hope that everyone changes themselves if they are doing bad or something like that. HAPPE NEW YEAR, kim chew iggy andrea sarah michaela sherly and all i have missed out…

christmas was fun hope that everyone had fun too… not me..anyway during the christmas mass andrea came but i did not know why she dressed up so nice. i think it was because nick was there sadly she never dresses up for me, of all the many years i have known her…nevermind anyway the light up! the light up was fun also though the play put up by the  youths were awesome especially the Cl members. anyway the year is coming to an end sadly too…

i wonder why it is so hard for me to get a girlfriend though. i need to go and assk a girl how girl feel and what they like. and the things that they look out for in a boy. then that way i will change myself to suit their style…OMG i so totally want aa girlfriend la!!!

i absolutely adore marissa, we have very indepth conversations about gender perspectives and other than looks, me and her are tighter than a jock strap…:D

my advice to you… choose your friends wisely, u think that they can be trusted but not all the time you are right. the friends that u really think you can trust may just stab you in the back one day. And the people whom you really want to get to know better may just cant be bothered with you. i miss going to school only for one reason, that is … because in school i am a somebody . the people there respect me for who i am and not because of other things…But in church what am i? nothing…nothing at all! but at least there are some people who are good friends of mine actually are my friends because of who i am. people like iggy, jacinta, marissa and andrea . these are people whom i know anyday i can trust.

Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

Ooh Ooh
I wish that I could tell you something
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up til it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice it’s drowning in the whispers
You’re just skin and bones
There’s nothing left to take and no matter what I do
I can’t make you feel better

Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up til it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know that

If you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won’t give up
Cause I’ll be waiting if you fall you know
I’ll be there for you

Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up til it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUl39kW4cug

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can’t see
What kind of man that you are
If you’re a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I’m screaming “I love you so… But my thoughts you can’t decode)

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we’ve done?
We’re gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we’ve done?
We’re gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here?
I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something, I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DoPgVZt6h4I

it’s christmas time it’s time for a caroling time to sing about a little king… haha Anyway so i went for like christmas shopping and like spent alot of money just on present. imagine with the clothes how much that would cost me . so hope that everyone is enjoying their christmas. spending time with their family. you know what is my favourite part of christmas is…it is the presents haha. i mean like what do people usuallt look forward to during christmas.lol i have not even got present for like kim, lesley, jacinta, lizzi, celeste, and so many more la. what to do i think that they will kill me la like when they give  me something then i would not have anything to give them back la i feel so shitty… and i dont even know what to get them la. i need help! ah!!!!!